There is a thought coming to my head during my ride every morning.
I often think why can’t I be supple as I was before? especially in facing people in the workplaces.
Here is my fast answer, still in my mind. Well, after a person I trust so much, more than friend, acknowledges me only as her colleague, and gives me no hand. After my colleagues bring me down from my position without any discussion before, and after a colleague threatened me to kick me out of this place when I was pregnant, how can I trust people?
Next question, when I feel it very awful, why can’t I just leave this place and find another job?
Still in my mind, honestly, I still find this place promising economically, and it is kind of uneasy to find a good comparison. Hehehehe…
In conclusion, what happened to me was very painful that maybe It left me a trauma. It makes me hard to trust people and keep a distance from them. I can make a good beginning, but I don’t go any further. Fyuuh…
I am working on something right now, and hopefully it results the best for me.